I miss him so much..I miss his hands, his face, his lips upon my lips.

I miss his presence so deeply. It seems the pain only gets worse with each day. I feel like a Shell of my former self.

I don't know how to get over losing him.

He was my world.

It hurts so much I can hardly stand it. It seems like each day blends into the next without him here.

Some days, I know this sounds stupid, I go sit on the bench in the front yard and wait for his car to pull up at 4:oo pm ..stupid me. I know he won't pull up. He is dead.

I am so mad at him for dying. . He kept me on track..He kept my heart safe.


Nita

Update

Christanna is having surgery today over her injuries. Please keep her in prayer.
xoxo Nita

Please Pray

My niece Christanna had a horrible accident today. She was run over by a tractor. She has a broken collarbone and some other injuries. She is lucky to be alive. I am asking for everyone who believes in prayer to pray for her.

She is in a lot of pain. She was air lifted to St. Louis this evening.

xoxo Nita

In deep thought..
xoxo nita

Laugh, Love and Live

Embrace who you are..

We run from the gifts inside of us. Because we are afraid our light will be so bright it will offend people. So we dampen our light. "We tone it down". We are afraid to succeed. Don't be afraid anymore. I want to see you shine and I want you to see me shine.

Today is the day to quit living in fear of what might happen. It is time to take up where you left off long ago when you were still confident about how your life was going to turn out.

It is time to feel some emotion other than fear. Have you noticed we are afraid to feel any emotion? That isn't life. If we get hurt, we get hurt, but live.
Dare to feel something today. Dare to be happy, dare to love, dare to laugh until you cry.

Make decisions with your heart..

Like the words of this song: While there is time let's go out and feel everything..
We must live while we can..

xoxo Nita

i hope you have time to listen to the song..it makes me feel wonderful