The 15Th is the anniversary of his accident..Kinda falling apart over that. I knew him well. I knew he wanted me with no doubts. He always made that clear. I miss that..

I miss certainty. I miss days filled with us sitting on the couch with our arms around one another ...It was comforting.

The world now, is filled with uncertainty.

Filled with anxiety over problems that I need his help to solve. But he isn't here to help guide me.

I am alone.


I will always try to remember the good things..Like how he helped me when i needed it. I will always try to forget the bad things. Like when he broke my heart over things.

Because the good outweighed the bad..I just wish he knew how much he is truly missed.

Nita

He seemed to sift me with his pain filled eyes.
Elizabeth Barret Browning

Going through a self exploratory stage....

I have noticed on some blogs people take self portraits everyday..I kinda wanted to do that for maybe about a week.

Different parts of me..in photos.

Everyday, I usually wear hats, or scarves..

i like the look..

Bear with me during this time...Just doing it to get my mind off things..

My gypsy look......

xoxo Nita

I have moments of great joy and moments of great sorrow.

I just try to appreciate the moments of happiness the most. Because sometimes those are the most fleeting.

I took this self portrait today. You can see the mark from my glasses on my nose. I love those glasses, but have you ever noticed , what we love most leaves the deepest mark?

Hope you guys have a great day......love nita <3