Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Katy Perry - Wide Awake

when he left when he was angry..i always followed him..i was afraid someone might hurt him. our neighborhood isn't the greatest..silly huh?

but if anyone would have tried to hurt him..i would have jumped on their back and clawed their eyes out..i just wish he would have felt the same about me

i watched my favorite movie again today...Crazy Beautiful with Kirsten Dunce and Jay Hernandez. I love that movie. I see myself in her

he loved her so good that she changed....that was all she needed. you know? someone to believe in her

someone who had fun with her..and she took photos all the time and made a scrapbook of him
i take photos all the is a passion of mine. i just want to capture every good memory that i can

what is love? to me it is loving someone enough to let them stay have our own is wanting to be better for them..

to me is is taking care of them when they are sick and holding their hand when they are afraid..

god i feel like i am writing nita's diary..and sometimes i feel no one sees it..or sees me

like i am just this piece in the background in life..a piece of cardboard and if i get wet i will melt

in the movie she is self

when i get mad at someone i don't want to hurt them..i want to hurt me
because i could never bear to hurt someone i love

scars from cuts...

sometimes you bleed just to know you are alive..but i haven't done that in a long time

it is always this inner struggle for me to feel good about me..he often made me alone and not worthy..i could have the whole house clean and he would still find something to pick at

i could have my make up on..and my hair done..and not one word..he never told me i looked pretty
and sometimes it is nice to hear that..

i found myself losing me...everyday i was sad

he would text other women...they would text him at 3:00 a.m and wake me up
my heart felt like it was dying a little more everyday

it wasn't just one was many

it was the things that were said between them that destroyed me

i don't know i guess i better try to sleep...


No comments:


About Me

My photo
I love beauty, whether it is in nature, literature or art. And I love music... My day feels incomplete if I haven't had a chance to listen to some good music.. I also love beautiful souls, and kind hearts.


Copyright@ 2007- 2013 by Nita Barrow- Zimmerman
all rights reserved. Please do not use my original art, photos, or reprint my writing without asking me for permission. Thank You...

Pick out one person a day to encourage.

Please pray for the protection of Israel.
And for the Jewish people who live there. May God give them the strength they need to defeat their enemies.
“To love means loving the unlovable. To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable. Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.”
—G.K. Chesterton (1874-1936); writer, critic
"There will come
a time
when you believe
everything is finished.
That will be the beginning."
Louis L'Amour

"Wisdom is knowing what to do next;
virtue is doing it."
David Star
exert from
The Philosophy of Despair
It is never too late to be who you might have been.
George Eliot
Friendship is a sheltering tree.
Samuel Taylor Coleridge
~Wishes are free~
So why not make one?
Psalm 138:7

Though I am surrounded by troubles, my God will preserve me against the anger of my enemies. He will clench His fist against my angry enemies! His Power will save me. The Lord will work out His plans for my life- for His faithful love endures forever.

Blog Archive

If you haven't any charity in your heart, you have the worst kind of heart trouble.
Bob Hope

How to Build a Fairy House

How to Build a Fairy House

Minature Quilt

Janet Bolton

Janet Bolton
Quilt and Textile Artist

Miniature Quilt

Miniature Quilt

Miniature Quilt

FEEDJIT Live Traffic Feed