Red Tin Heart..

Saturday, December 1, 2007

I wasn't going to write this, but I feel compelled to. I am having a horrible day. Everything has went wrong today. I feel so weak right now. I am scared we are not going to make it at times. I am trying to be strong... but some days it is so hard to be strong. I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. Financially, health wise, children, it just seems like to much to handle at times. I know God is in control, but I need to see some movement soon. If anybody else is feeling this way I pray for God to give you strength and to help you through all your difficulties. And please pray for me. ~Nita~

21 comments:

Anonymous said...: I am lifting us up in prayer. I am cheering for you today.
Love,
amanda; December 1, 2007 at 11:04 AM
~Red Tin Heart~ said...: Amanda: Thank you friend. I will lift you up too. I cheer for you as well. love Nita <3; December 1, 2007 at 11:27 AM
Lee Weber said...: hang in there. It's OK to be scared. Are there and social workers that can help you?; December 1, 2007 at 1:13 PM
Susan @ Blackberry Creek said...: Nita, my prayer/Bible study group prayed for you, John, and Elizabeth Thursday night. And I pray for you guys every day. I wish I could do more.; December 1, 2007 at 2:38 PM
~Red Tin Heart~ said...: Lee: I don't know but i can check it out. xoxo Nita

Susan: Prayers mean more to me than anything right now, and friendship. You are so kind to always hold us up in prayer. Please tell your Bible study group thank you as well. love Nita; December 1, 2007 at 2:54 PM
Maija said...: You have gotten so far already - that shows what kind of a woman you are! Don't doubt yourself and don't give up faith!
Sending you big hugs...oxox; December 1, 2007 at 4:39 PM
Bobbie said...: Nita, just take things one at a time and live in the moment. You have made it this far and being the strong woman you are you can go much futher. God will only ask for what you are able to do. As always you and your family are in my prayers.; December 1, 2007 at 5:22 PM
Robin said...: Nita,
Being scared is a normal reaction-you will feel differently tomorrow. This being the holiday season does not help either! Way too much pressure. I've been through this before, my husband was also injured at work those were some very tough times and I didn't think we'd make it through. Everyone is right, God will see you through this!
xxoo
Robin; December 1, 2007 at 6:33 PM
Simply Shelley said...: Dear Nita, hang in there friend, and sister of faith. God is on your side.Double up your fist and give that Devil a black eye.
"Greater is he that is in me , than he that is in the world!"

I asure you thru the mercies of God , brighter days are ahead!
Be encouraged, in Jesus name!

Blessings to all, Shelley; December 1, 2007 at 8:55 PM
Danita said...: Hi Nita!
I came to your blog to tell you that I just tagged you to list 5 things about yourself and I read your post and now I think it's an even better idea. Just make it 5 good things about yourself. I'm sure it would lift you up to write 5 of the many good things that there is about you. I hope everything gets better. Remember, this too shall pass.
Many hugs!
Danita; December 1, 2007 at 9:29 PM
pchickki said...: The weight of the world IS on your shoulders but you have been so strong and you will make it Nita. It is ok to be scared after all your future is uncertain. Have faith as I know you do, God is there . Keep praying. I pray for your family every day.

Hey
You look really cute in your dog walking hat!
Hugs
Patti; December 1, 2007 at 11:11 PM
Jeanne said...: Nita, I am praying for you and your family. But remember you don't have to be strong 100% of the time. You have a lot on your shoulders right now and it's okay to have these moments of feeling helpless now and then. Afterall, you're only human. I'm so glad you decided to write this post so we can all rally round to cheer you. That's what friends are for, right?; December 2, 2007 at 12:55 AM
Fiona said...: Nita, I think about you guys lots, wishing for all positive energy and support to come flooding your way. It can't be easy but you are strong. Some days you just need a little TLC for yourself so you can so what you have to do. Even the strongest get run down and need some TLC to revive. Hang in there. We're all rooting for you.; December 2, 2007 at 2:42 AM
Donna said...: Prayers, every day sweetie , coming your way...; December 2, 2007 at 1:54 PM
~Red Tin Heart~ said...: Maija: Your words mean alot to me. Thank you. I know you have went through so much this past year yourself. love Nita

Bobbie: You are always there with an encouraging word. I pray that the Lord will pour out blessings on you like water. xoxo Nita

Robin: It is the season, and so much more. It is hard just making it from week to week right now. It will be easier in the future. But right now it is a struggle. There is more, but I really can't write about it. xoxo Nita

Shelley: I always love the scriptures you leave. I always think on these. It is a good word at the right time. xoxo Nita; December 2, 2007 at 4:53 PM
~Red Tin Heart~ said...: Danita: I really love your site. You are very open about yourself and I like that. Thank you for your encouragement. xoxo Nita

Patti: You are a faithful friend. No m,atter what I am going through you are there. I love that about you. Thanks for your prayers.
Love you, Nita

Jeannene: When I look at your pictureon your site, I think you do understand what I am going through. Your eyes have a deep sadness about them, like one who has seen too much. Am I anywhere near right? Thank you dear heart for your encouragement. xoxo Nita; December 2, 2007 at 5:00 PM
~Red Tin Heart~ said...: Donna: You have been here I think since I first started my blog. You are loved Donna. You always give me good advice and always encourage me. xoxo Nita

Fiona: I hope you and your lovely boy are doing good. Thank you dear heart for your encouragement. love Nita; December 2, 2007 at 5:12 PM
Leah said...: (((sending hugs and love your way, nita))); December 2, 2007 at 11:20 PM
Anonymous said...: I know I live on the other side of the world and can do nothing to offer you practical support, but I want you to know that you have touched my heart and I am thinking about you and praying for you and John and your family.

hugs,

Kate; December 3, 2007 at 3:02 AM
PixieDust said...: Oh, Nita... I'm hugging you close now, I'm praying for your strength... I'm praying for your big beautiful heart...

Love,
Me; December 3, 2007 at 9:45 AM
Amy said...: Nita,
Sometimes it's ok to feel down or scared...it's not fun...but it's allowed.
I often find that a good cry can help to release and recharge. Don't give up Nita! You have so many people and their energy behind you!!
Amy; December 7, 2007 at 3:59 AM